Worst of all, I won't be at Glasgow City FC's match tomorrow, to see Suzanne Lappin's final appearance. This, more than anything else is gutting. She's been there at City since I first started watching them on a park pitch; apart from a short period away from the club a few seasons ago.
That side saved my life; giving me back my love of the game, and a reason to persevere with my feeble attempts to keep my life going. Not been doing so well at that lately, but I am over the worst.